fuck this job.com

That's how I feel about it. I will just take stress leave if she bothers writing me up for anything again. I almost wish she does so I can get stress pay for the summer.

She got rid of William the janitor, Michelle the Special Ed. teacher's aide (who was good), Carol the tenured teacher (now on Admin. Leave), she's getting rid of Lisa S. the RSP teacher - she's advertising for Lisa S.'s job though Lisa has been there for 3+ years, and now today Michelle the Special Ed. teacher of the lower grades.

I'm next.

It's like the Nazis and that saying about when they came to get so and so and I didn't speak up. The climate of fear and intimidation.

I hate this bitch. I'm having an anxiety attack right now about going to work.

Fucking cunt.

She's harassing people and giving out bad evaluations. The District wants to keep her though, they gave the choosing committee worse choices! How fucked up.

I'm so fucking miserable. I feel suicidal right now.

Hopefully she won't be back. PRAY FOR ME and our beloved arts school!

Sooo many people despise her.

I no longer yell at her, and I try to be nice since the last union meeting. I'm taking MORE days off.

I think I've taken off 4 days this month so far. And I'm taking tomorrow off (I told her it was a Jewish holiday, but oops, that's next year's date. Oh well, I enjoy taking my time off).

Yesterday the speech teacher told me she saw the principal in her car just sitting there for a few moments. The ST thought it was because the P was keeping the ST's time, but I thought hmmmm. No. It's most likely she's trying to get herself together and face us. She puts out so much negative energy that when she comes in she must get it blasted back in her face too.

The Union did nothing really and she was saying that she's "afraid" of me. Yeah, right. Cunt.

I hate this bitch. I just have to keep on keepin' on for 53 more days. I think I might take tomorrow off.

Hi there everyone. Well I just wanted to check in and say that Her and I are getting along here for several days. Working together. She's not bullying me, no more letters so far. No more writing me up. She's even "appreciating" me.

She's also for the most part leaving me alone, but also wants to cooperate with me as well.

I hope.

Pray this lasts. The end of the semester is June 9th. I don't know if she'll be back, but I'm unattached at this point. She's done a lot of damage and has been horrible to people, and tends to pick on people there, but right now I'm not the one and I'm grateful.

I'm kind of glad. We're at the point where we're talking by email to each other which is good.

I'm hoping she isn't chosen to come back next year. She's so miserable.

Oh I forgot to add something. I talked to my mother tonight, and my favorite cousin was asking about me.

He owns his own law firm!

She thinks I should contact him. I not only have him in my family as a lawyer who owns his own law firm, but his brother who's also a lawyer in the same law firm!

I think this is good news. Don't you?

She wanted the meeting with my Union Rep. So we're having one tomorrow. I feel nervous. I don't feel the Union really defends me, you know?

I don't feel prepared. I really only want peace for the next 58 days till school is out and hopefully she will be replaced. I gotta go call my co-worker so I can find out what happened at the school site council meeting today.

Oh I forgot to add, I sent an irate parent up that meeting to bitch at her. :)

This is for 2 weeks ago! 2 weeks ago, when I yelled at her she gave me a written (verbal) warning.

We've had PEACE for 2 weeks, then she decided to drop that on my desk today about 12:30. I was pissed. I didn't yell at her (like I was doing before), but I did get in some gems...

"There's a huge groundswell here at that school against you"

"How do you live with yourself? How do you sleep at night?"

"You might as well pack your bags because you won't be here next year"

Then for a while I stared at her with a "crazy" smile while I saw she was making phone calls, I was at the filing drawer and staring "crazily" at her with a smile on my face. (Just writing that, that creeped me out, that does sound loony, but she had pissed me off to the max with the written formal write up today...)

I am just praying I can get through another day with this bitch.

She's ruining our school. No less than 30 kids left at xmas break. We're a small school, so that really put a dent in our numbers.

I just found out that they're going to close the K/1 class.

And she's letting the computer teacher go, well actually she told her that "I don't know if we'll have the money for you next year". That money is not the schools. A DONOR donates the money!

And she's messing with our Arts program at the school.

I walk around in a zombie like doze.

There is one good thing though, and she and I don't communicate. We don't talk, which is fantastic, I

Ok, I did go a bit crazy (see earlier entry).

I need to learn to control myself even though I despise her and she's despicable.

This child was crying in my office and she hit my last last nerve when she questioned me in an accusatory tone "Did you call the child's parents?"

I answered, feeling very triggered "NO, WHAT DO YOU THINK? THAT I DON'T DO MY JOB????"

Then she said "Just a minute". She took the teacher next door out of his class (he had been teaching! she made him stop teaching!! I am shocked!) and then she brought him to my desk and said "Continue".

I said "I have nothing else to say." So then he left.

Then, I started feeling really angry at what happened and I yelled at her "COME INTO YOUR OFFICE, I NEED TO SPEAK TO YOU IMMEDIATELY!"

She knows she can't get rid of me because of the Union, so she's going to try to be nicer to me. Hmm. What does the peanut gallery think? I started being mean to her already today and she gave a (well deserved) compliment. I don't trust her, but I think she's going to try to get me on her side. I'm going to be cautious, because I know her and she carries a big knife. Still, it's nice to be complimented. She needs to do more, like listen to me, and stop giving me the 3rd degree with questions (ie, 20 questions to me for every statement).

This morning it was hard to come to work, so she came in and I was already PISSED blaming her before she even got there that I couldn't find the binder with the bills in it (she had mentioned something about it the other day). I spent quite a bit of time looking for it, getting more and more steamed, thinking that I'd call her on her cell to yell at her, but also, trying to calm myself down, thinking "maybe it's here somewhere, maybe she didn't go through my things here".

And guess what? I did find it! LOL. I was already BLAMING the Bitch but I found my bill things.

So, then, she came in. She said good morning, frostily. Then came out and laid the janitor's keys on my desk and said "would you put them away?"