fuck this job.com

So i wrote in my previous entry that I had my dream job interview. It's not looking so good so far. I mean i still didnt get the definate "no" yet. But the person who recommended me for the job told me that the feedback from the interviewer was that "he thinks I am a very good candidate, intellignet and full of energy but dont know if I can digest all the technical stuff right away" I think thats a bad feedback and I think all his BS positive comments like "smart, energenic" are jsut meant to be polite to the person who recommended me. BOOOOOOO..my life crashed down..Now the hope for the drea

So I had an interview for a dream job today. I think it went fine (not fantastic, i've had better interviews). I really really really hope this works out then I can be redeemed from the hell i'm currently in. I called in sick for the past two days jsut to prepare for the interview. Honestly, the longer I am away from the office, the less I want to go back in there..please god help me! I really need to leave and please let this dream job offer come through!!!

This place is such a depressing crap hole and its definately driving me insane!!! Everyone thinks they are my boss and all I want to do is telling them to go eat shit and die!!! this stupid manager who is not in charge of me yet convinces herself that she is jsut came over and talked a bunch of non sense and random stupid shit to me. Trying to get me to do work but she doesnt even know what the fuck is going on with the deal and she is the dumb as a box of rocks! WTF! go learn abotu the shit and then make up your fucking mind before you speak to me and try to ruin my weekend by giving me fucki

Ok I am about to kill someone. I have had a few easy days for the past few days..By easy day i mean 12 hour days..I've been able to leave the office around 9pm or so. So i got some good rest and gym time. Happy. Itf friday, looking like my weekend would be pretty clear and I can enjoy a weekend off as well. I think FUCKING SHIT..boom..out of no where, my fucking ass clown, dickhead , loser fucker staffer decided to email around the office ..not only local office but also branches for work for me (specificlly for ME to do)I didnt even know about it untill another senior person walked by and told me this..There is no other reason behind his circle of fucking emails beside the obvious attempt to fucking ruin my weekend!!!!!!!!!!

Ok so it was another 2am in the morning day for me. Igot home around 2:30 and probably didnt fall sleep untill 3:30 or 4am. What pisses me off the most is that i wasnot busy yesterday--all day..untill fucking 9pm rolls aroudn the asswipe came over decide to give me work adn tell me that it needs to be done ASAP...WTF..he walked by me around 6pm and was looking for the staffer to get someone to help him..he walked right by me and didnt ask me to do it for him!!! He is such a fuckface! oh yeah also..he doesnt know what the hell he is talking about..he doesnt know shit about his job and he has the intelligence of a warm glass of vomit!

If i have to hear one more evil histerical fucking shrieking laughter from these fucking bitches at work..i might seriously take a gun and shoot eveyone in their faces!!!this is so fucking retarded and their voice and histerical lauhging and obvious attempt to annoy and isolate me make me want to "SLAUGHTER"! Fucking cunts! Shut the fuck up and go suck some cock you asswipes!

You think you have it bad having to work with mean co-workers and grunpy bosses. How about imaginge having super vivious co-workers, rageholic insane bosses and a firm culture where starters ought to be shit on. On top of that you also get to work on shit that is inhumanely boring and dragging and worthless for 16+ hour days and most of the weekends.
Yeah that is me. Spending 90-100 hours out of the 168 hour week being ABSOLUTELY MISERABLE. I only have 78 hours a week to myself but that minus the very lttile time I get to sleep on average (including the weekends 6 hours a day which equals to 42 a week) Minus the time I use to commute to and back from work which is 7 hours/week. I only have 19 hours/ week to be myself.Not to mention I also spend time getting ready for work and getting ready to go to bed. How sad!!!! I only have less than 3 days out of a month where I am concious and not absolutely miserable.