fuck this job.com

OK first i must say AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I almost made it through the day without getting pist at some one at my company. So our company is a small transportation company, Fridays are the day the drivers flock to the office to get their checks. Usually Payroll handles the checks, makes sense to me right? There are two people in our payroll office and i guess the manager of payroll complained about the traffic going through their office. Ok i understand why she would be aggrivated. Well she complains to the owner and someone else in managment. Well go figure the owner comes down to let me and my immediate boss (the HR Manager), know that we will be holding checks in our office. WTF!!! Can someone please explain to me what the fuck Human Resources has to do with peoples fucking checks? GRRR, but my boss is too much of a pussy to say no. So i had to go up to the owner and say something. haha, ahhh. The guy already hates me. I told him i didnt feel comfortable being responsible for 250 checks, and with all the traffic already coming through our office with applicants and other employees we didnt need anymore. Not even that but what if they were stolen from an applicant? Or me? haha. We always get shit on. Do you think he will take what i said into consideration? I fucking doubt it.

I am fed up with the way our system works! Sick and tired of the hard working citizens being shit on!

I am a 20 year old single mother, who works full time and attends college at night. I am NOT on any kind of welfare nor live off others tax dollars. Recently i have found myself in a hole, without any financial support from my daughters father, i am forced to live in a small apartment with a good amount of people. As you can imagine i want my own place. It is not fun to live as an adult in some aspects and as a child in others. So knowing i would most likely win the lottery before i got a dime out of my daughters father, i decided to research some government funding options for affordable housing. Now dont get me wrong i did not want to do this, i have spent almost two years making ends meet without any support other than my pathetic paycheck. So anyways i work as a assistant human resources manager and a large percentage of our employees are on local housing,so i looked into it. What a waste of time! Apprently i am not eligible. Why? Whats the problem? Is it because im not some racial minority? Is it because i work full-time? Is it because i pay taxes? O wait is it because i dont collect on welfare and thrive off other peoples money? Please do tell me. Is it because i want to make something out of my life rather than sit on my fat lazy ass and pop out five or ten more children? Is it because im not some recovering crack addict or alcoholic? Tell me is it because i have goals and morals? Is it because i just need the assistance for a short time, until i get onto my feet?