fuck this job.com

Wow, another interview tomorrow, lets see how this bullshit pan out.

It's so hard to go to multiple interviews, only for them to pick someone else that they feel is more qualified or the infamous REJECT LETTER, just to put on a bullshit front to vie for a job that you might not get....

After multiple interviews with constant turn-downs, it really makes you somewhat cynical going into an interview trying to think positive about it. I think this is my downfall. Maybe interviewers see the "I'm sick of this shit" look on my face, or have the feeling that "this person isn't all that enthused with this interview". I don't know, but I suppose they can really see the "pissosity" (my own word, thanks)

But God I need this job...I have a baby on the way, and thats the most important in my life now..fuck me, it's not about me anymore, hell it never been about me, but now with a little bundle of job (that I sure as hell wont mention in the interview) they will just have to see, if I get that job or not, that my fat-ass is growing into a bigger fat-ass over the months.

One thing, well two things I pray for...that this will be a comfortable and good interview and that I get the job, and two, that if I do get the job, that it won't be like the hell hole AIG Insurance company that I came from....Gives me the chills just even thinking about that...

Thats my miniature bitch fest for the evening...
Wish a sista luck.