fuck this job.com

I had to work today. I realized how much mroe fun it is to work when no one else is there at the office. I think I have found the key to my happiness I need a job where I don have to deal with anyone else!

Other than that I still hate my job. I have already applied for 2 new jobs. The only thing that makes me hestiant to leave is the fact that I have 2,000 in my retirement account and if I leave before a year is up I will lose it all.

I haven't actually told anyone that I have real serious plans to leave, i.e that I have actually applied for other jobs. I have mentioned several times that I would like to quit and I stated to a co-worker (one of the other attorneys in the office let's call him the bearded genius) that it wouldn't take much for me to leave and he had the audacity to be shocked and surprised. Now I cannot remember if I have put this is a previous blog or not but my boss (the creepy, fat, bald guy) has performed this amazing 180 and instead of attempting to sleep with me he has, I guess, decided that he hates me. So now instead of touching me when he comes in my office he's just sooo uncomfortable and can't sit still and won't look me in the eye and generally acts nervous and pissed off at the same time. Well at any rate it has come to my attention that my boss has been discussing me with my co-workers. He apparently told the bearded genius that I was pissed off about my evaluation and that I was being mean to him ever since I recieved the evaluation. The only reason I know that is because the bearded genius is not always very tactful. So out of nowhere about 2 days after evaluations come out the bearded genius states to me (out of the blue), "I've had about 7 or 8 evaluations in the four years I've worked here and none of them have been good, but nothing has ever come of them. There's no need to worry or get upset with them as they don't really matter." I had not said a word about my evaluation to anyone other than my boss. When my boss and I talked about my evaluation it was in my office with the door closed.

Right now though the biggest problem for me at work is this paralegal that I will refer to as the meddling bitch. This paralegal gets into everyones business and cases and attempts to run the entire office even though she may or may not know what's going on in a case. For example She is not my paralegal, but she canceled a trial that I had set because she couldn't figure out why it was set. She goes around reporting everything and everybody that she does not like to the stupid, fat, bald creep. Of course she does not like me and so often now I am the subject of the reports to my boss. These are the things she reports, I chat with the staff assistant too much, I play around too much with co-workers, yet at the same time I kept to myself too much, I don't check my paperwork well enough before it goes out to other attorneys or to the Judges and there are mistakes all over the paperwork all the time. Not so sure how I fraternize with my co-workers too much and keep to much self too much at the same time. Not so sure why it's my fault when my old paralegal didn't properly draft up paperwork. When I saw her mistakes in the drafts I corrected them if she failed to make those corrections after I resubmitted the document to her I would never know. The biggest problem though is that if this meddling bitch knew that my paralegal was fucking up paperwork why didn't she train her to do it properly! My paralegal was working in this office before I was.