fuck this job.com

Another day at work today. I worked about 18 hours this weekend. Things never change. I hate my job. I have applied for two other jobs and the closing date should be coming around soon. I find it extremely humorous that everyone in our department seems to think that no one is interested in leaving this hellhole. Why do I have to work weekends to do other people's work and while I'm at work during the week why do I get crap from everyone in sight. I'm beginning to think my former paralegal was right on the ball when she would shout, "I don't know why everyone around thinks they can talk to me any kind of way that they want to!" I didn't quite understand what she meant back then, but now I fully do. These people I work with think they can just tell me whatever they want to, without regard for me or anything else. I am not these people's friends or family and I really don't appreciate being yelled at by ignorant fools.

Then to top everything off my boss is back up to his old behavior. I'm made now that I ever even questioned why. I should've just been happy that he was not bothering me. I'm trying to realize now that I do not need to know the why behind everything.
My boss came up to the office on Saturday while I was working and decided to come into my office and chat with me. I was sooo shocked that he even spoke to me, I really was we have not been really speaking in weeks. Of course he starts talking about how he used to be an attorney up in Atlanta, Georgia and he represented athletes and upcoming singers...etc. Well apparently these athletes and singers loved to meet in strip clubs to do business so that's where he would have to go and he met a lotof strippers and dated quite a few....I can only assume he telling me all this to prove how cool he is, I honestly wasn't sure what it was all about. So I am pretty quiet listening to him, just nodding my head when appropriate and deliberately acting not interested in the narrative. Well when it's all over he says to me "you know you would make a lot of money as a stripper up in Atlanta." I just stared dumbfounded at him with my mouth open and then he continues talking! He says, "you have a beautiful face and huge breasts you would be very well paid in Georgia." While he says this he is completely serious not cracking a smile. When stops talking he has this huge ass smile on his face and I am sitting there in further shock and disbelief. Wondering what in the hell was going on.

I knew this was coming though because on Friday I was wearing jeans and some high heeled loafers...(on Friday it's causual day in our office) So my boss walks up to me as I am standing by the fax machine and looks me up and down (twice) I was watching him out of the corner of my eye because he was standing on the side of me. He starts smiling grabs my arm (like to get my attention) and gets very close to me like he's about to say something, but then the secretary walks out from the back (where all the supplies are kept...she's an older lady) and he immediately lets go of my arm. He's still standing very very close to me and then says I really like your shoes, I like it when you wear those high heels.

I put in 2 more job applications today through an online service.