fuck this job.com

Well, I went to the Po' clinic today. (No, it's not called Po after the teletubbies or anything, it's called Po.. because you are so po' you can't even afford the 'or to finish the word poor!)I woke up this morning with a croak-not even a voice! Had to go to the clinic even though I had scheduled Monday morning off to go. (You have to give both agency and job 72 hours notice before you take time off.) Effed up thing was I was going back to Emergency, but basically they turned me away and told me to go to the clinic. I asked if I needed an appointment- no, it's a free clinic-(I'm told) and it's only open Monday/Wed/Fri and it's from 9 am to 11 am. I better get there early because it's 'first come, first serve' So, since being up since 5:30 it's not a problem. Get there at 8-and fuckme- there's about three people ahead of me! I go in and tell them I'm sick- 'do you have an appointment?' No! I was told I didn't need one- "Oh you do- hang on- (someone comes over to the desk- no appointment, but they will be seen.) I was told it's a free clinic- 'No, it's sliding scale, hang on.. someone else comes over- taken in.) I asked why others were being taken and I wasn't. MIGRANT WORKERS. (As if there's a big fucking difference between where I work and where they do-) I can't understand it. It wasn't being explained to me and in the end I had to accept an appointment for Monday at 3;30- Which means I will lose more pay from the shithouse. I'm going to call it that from now on since the fucking flies have taken over and the bite the fuck out of you while you're trying to work. You know in the middle of this clinic I started to fucking CRY? I was so frustrated- hubby was pissed off over us losing money- (he had to drive me) On another front- had someone who tried to get a reference out of the fucking department store that fucked me over (many blogs ago) turns out the bitchmanager isn't stupid- she only wants to give the reference over the phone- so now she can't be recorded (it's illegal) and she doesn't want to put anything in writing so if I even thought of wrongful dismissal she's not giving any fucking proof- what also pisses me off the cops have dropped my id theft business where someone from that store gave my info out to a counseling service- in all this madness I'm asked by family if I'd like to come home for awhile- I just feel fucking trapped in my life right now and like a fucking major loser-it wouldn't matter where I fucking go right now because there's that old saying.. wherever you go there you are..