I'm back

Hi I'm gloooom and I'm back. I don't know if anyone here was around about a year ago when I started posting about my shitty job, my escape attempts, etc. I'm still at the job and I am happy to report it is somewhat more bearable, but not because anyone got smarter. But I feel ranty today and thought I would check back in.

Let's see what's happened since I've been away! They finally hired a replacement for the bon-bon eating division VP who was canned about a year ago. I have met this guy exactly twice - once at his welcome lunch, the second time in a hallway. Have never received an e-mail from him. I'm not even sure he's real - perhaps they just hired an actor to play him those couple times. A year later, we are still not allowed to order stationery, because, you know, they might be changing our division name soon. Which they said a year ago. They also restructured us, but nobody's jobs have actually changed. Amazing, the non-restructuring restructuring!! Now that's progress.

Nobody else has quit. Still working with the same people. Nobody new has arrived. Still a hiring freeze.

The software I used to bitch about? It finally got delivered. It pretty much sucks, as I suspected, and it has a lot of bugs in it. Now my boss wants me to do "round two" of improvements with them. Fuck that! I never want to talk to that vendor again. Why, so they can fuck up something I have learned to work with? Keep your fucking hands off my fucking software that I wept and bled over for 3 years.

The job I was offered but didn't take? One of my rare good calls. From what I have heard they are now on a crazy fucking treadmill going 100mph and don't know what they're doing. That combined with the lower pay and dungeonlike conditions, probably I would have been a suicide by now.

You will probably be hearing more from me as my soul is slowly squeezed between four months of no vacation and no time off (until Christmas). Taa taa for now.


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Submitted by jas22 on Wed, 08/30/2006 - 02:53.

i remember you, gloooom! in fact, i just "returned" to fthisjob.com tonight. i re-read my posts-- they made me sad. i cant believe i was so tormented like that...

and i saw one of your replies to my posts.
is this your same job from last year? is it worthy of a "f this job!"?? haha. it sounds like its going smoother, at least.

since IVE been away, ive vacationed, worked little dinky jobs, and really have cleared up my head! ive only had to dip into my savings a couple of times within the last 9 months.

but now im interviewing for engineering jobs again. this time-- im ready! i am NOT taking chances with jobs that seem like they will suck-- if THATS the impression i get, i run away. end of story. the "old me" would have just held my breath and said "ill make the best of it". theres only so much one can do if the office sucks, if the people suck, and/or if the work itself is unsatisfying.

also, i realize that time lost looking for a job is-- oh well-- LOST. but that is hardly as important as enjoying your life. ive discovered soccer, gotten better at playing pool, and have read some great books all within the last few months.

back to professional life, though-- a "real" job. yikes....im scared. haha.

good luck, gloooom. hope you survive that 4 months w/out a vacation day! remember, we're here.

Submitted by Mister X on Thu, 08/31/2006 - 23:11.

Hello again.

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