fuck this job.com

I feel the same way. I feel depressed and feel the anxiety coming on. I've been off for over a week, and now doomsday is almost here. I wish I could just not go in, but reality is that I need to pay my bills. My job makes me feel really bad, I hope to find something less depressing and stressful this year. The only reason they have power over us is that they can make or break us with by simply saying "you're fired". So we have to try to keep them on our good side, and deal with all their BS. I realy would like to start my own business.You don't have to kiss anyone's ass that way. I hate begging for a day off or taking my child to the doctor. I hate feeling "small" and horrible all the time. I wish I could just say "F this job." I wish I could break their power, but how??
Good luck tomorrow,let me know how it goes.

Oh yeah...I know how you feel for damn sure. I'm expecting a lot of dread posts tonight. If you'd believe it, Saturday night I couldn't sleep...I woke up early as hell. Why? Stressed about work. It is such a bad, bad feeling. This cannot be healthy at all.

I'm just trying not to think about it, but rather about how I can redouble my efforts to get out. Good luck to you all tomorrow. It probably won't be as bad as we think. I figure even people who LIKE their jobs aren't TOO thrilled with going in rather than having a day off to yourself to do whatever you want.

But that's the thing, it's not necessarily laziness - it's a lack of passion and lots of frustration that makes us hate where we are. I try to use that hate productively to look for something better...somewhere I belong and not feel like a red-headed stepchild.

right now myself. And I'm sitting here not wanting to get up and do anything for fear of time passing too quickly adn work coming all too soon tomorrow... and contemplating what to do job-wise. Should I consider moving now for a new job? I really don't want to but job sucks and apparently there is nothing else in this damn place... *sigh* Maybe we'll get lots and lots of snow, they'll shut down the whole area for like a week, and I can still have more time off. *crosses fingers* "Please Jack Frost! Snow!"

Nights before work suck.