fuck this job.com

I'm sure a handful of fthisjob.comers made the all too tired New Years Resolution of resolving to take a more positive attitude and approach towards work. I did. I really tried hard.

But yet, I still find myself here at work, somewhat bored, with a manageable amount of work to do, but without even one iota of desire to do said work. Blegh.

Do I just need to get my head out of my proverbial ass, OR is there seriously something profoundly wrong with me coming here every day?

Honestly, I feel like I need to be doing something adventurous, something thrilling, something I can dedicate every fiber of my being too.

I was watching the College Football National Championship game last night, and just seeing U of Florida in all their glory made me looooooooooooooong to be a member of that team. To be a member of something great. I don't care if I'm the last guy on the team, who barely even made it. At least, I would be contributing to a cause much greater than myself. I'm sure the elation of victory would be just as thrilling for the worst guy as it was for the star quarterback.

But no. Here I am. Typing away at my computer. My best friend. My companian. My lover. My psychologist. My fucking computer. When did the computer take on such a diverse array of roles in my life?

Blegh.

Positive thinking working for anybody else?

I may have to do something drastic soon.

"Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts. Think happy thoughts. I LOVE MY JOB! I LOVE MY JOB! I LOVE MY FUCKING JOB!"