Just so frustrated...

Got another shitty performance review. Nice to know that busting my ass all day, and working *significantly* harder than I used to, goes completely unnoticed and unappreciated.

Not to mention, that my boss basically negatively embellished everything about me. Blew miniscule mistakes into those of massive proportions. Now the fuckin HR lady is gonna call me, and ask me whats wrong. This is AFTER, I sent her a glowing email about myself telling her much BETTER things were going. So the review is basically gonna make me look like a huge liar.

I dont care. Everything I do is not good enough. You did this wrong. You did that wrong. Gee whiz, did I do ANYTHING right?

I'm just so frustrated. I almost blew up this morning, and even though I don't hate being here all that much, I kind of just want to say its no longer worth it.

Its no longer worth it when you take very real blows to your self esteem from some jackass boss with a prune shaped face who organizes his dumbfuck kids extra curricular activities all day. Hey boss, youre kids are losers - you know that right?

Its no longer worth it, when some deusche bag is yelling at you, for doing his assignment and answering all his questions correctly. Then proclaims for the office to hear: " YOU'RE NOT HELPING ME!!"

Its no longer worth it, when your bosses take things way too fucking seriously.

These guys are so angry, and bitter and disgruntled that they have to stick with their bank jobs for about another 20 years before they can even fathom the thought of retiring. And therye all 50 years old. They have families that depend on them.

I hope they both get hit by a massive big yellow school bus. Sure, I'd put on a sad dispostion, but I'd be filled with fucking glee on the inside.

I hate them. I loathe them. I absolutely despise them. I genuinely wish ill will upon them. I hope that one day I will have such massive amounts of wealth that every magazine/newspaper does a story on me and I can say how the assholes at my first job put me down all the time - BUT THEY COULDNT HOLD ME DOWN. Then, I hope they read it, while they have cancer. I'll laugh my ass off. I'll laugh my fucking ass off, and proclaim to whoever will listen: "I TOLD YOU SO. NOW GO EAT A DICK." Then, I'll fuck my super model wife. Then, I'll go donate about $10,000,000 to charity. And then, I'll sit in the jacuzzi with a joint - CARE FREE, WORRY FREE, STRESS FREE.

Fuck you bosses. I hate you. I really, really hate you. I hope you die. I hope you fucking die and proceed onwards to hell, only to be tortured by murderers and rapists for all of eternity. I hope everyone to ever associate with them dies and joins them in hell.

See you in fucking hell, assholes.