fuck this job.com

This is more of a public, yet anonymous declaration for myself.

For the past 3 months; long, gruelling, agonizing 3 months I've been jerked around on another promising job offer with the Government. They have not said "no" yet. In fact, they've been keeping me updated about what's happening between the dept. I want to work in vs. Personnel. THREE FUCKING MONTHS just hanging onto my soul-killing job. I do need the money, but I don't need to make a million bucks a year to maintain my current lifestyle. I have "oh shit" money tucked away, so I'm actually doing alright.

If I don't get my great escape and this other gig I've been waiting on falls through (like it almost did back in late November), I'm just going to fucking quit and go back to an old job that I had. I have the cash for the 4 weeks of re-training, and with my background I can easily pick up a job and hit the ground running.

I'll still keep on working towards finishing my Masters - I'm almost done. It'll be a huge paycut, but enough to keep my head above water, and I'll LIKE what I'm doing for a change.

Health before wealth...I'm so close to taking the "plunge" and just fucking doing what I want to without worrying about what my parents, friends, or relatives will say. Fuck 'em. Don't talk to me again if you don't like it.

I've had enough of this bullshit.