fuck this job.com

I really don't want to leave my current job...I have so much freedom to do things my way (well at least when I'm the only one here) and I do my job really well. The service engineers were in the office this morning and I get along so well with them that it's making me depressed. From my short experience in the workforce it's so hard to actually find people you like and also work with. Plus, I prefer working with guys over girls anyway, too much bitchiness and backstabbing going on. Even though I feel like the thing my boss is with secretly doesn't like me and I have no idea why. Yesterday my boss left before lunch and handed me almost 100 work sheets to be invoiced and sent out in the post the same day. Like hello, am I wonder woman or something. I'm constantly multi-tasking all day long to ensure everything goes right and rescue my bosses ass once again. Then he called yesterday afternoon (from an airport judging by the background noise) asking me to read and spell word for word his travel itinerary from his emails. Like hello, if you were going to Rome with your too old for you girlfriend wouldn't you kinda print that out beforehand. God! Then he anounced he wouldn't be back until next Wednesday and diverted HIS mobile to the office phone so now I have to deal with all his shit on top of everything else.

In a way, I suppose it's a good thing I'm going because it's not fair to burden someone with that much shit and have them do the job of about 4 people and only pay them for one. Basically it's just the people I'm going to miss and am worried about having a cocky boss and snobby co-workers that look down on me in my next job and what's even worse is that I'll have to take the job because I have no other option and I desperately need the money to pay off my debts. Life sucks! I would prefer to live on a deserted island fishing for food to survive rather than putting up with this crap on a daily basis in order to feed and cloth yourself. In the end of the day it's really not worth it.