fuck this job.com

This is my first entry although I have stumbled onto this site numerous times while feeling utterly bored and depressed at work. Usually when I am just beginning to feel better after reading all of your entries, someone walks by my desk and nosily stares at my screen. First thing I hate about my job. I am a receptionist at a small marketing company. I have an honors degree and this was the first job I could find. Pathetic. A retarded monkey could do my job...no offense to retards or monkeys, as my job is a total joke. When I am not answering phones I am watching the bottom feeders flirt with each other, close doors, and talk forever in their offices while I sit outside like a putz waiting for the damn phone to ring. When I was hired I was told that I would be an admin/marketing assistant. Ha. The closest thing I get to marketing is picking stuff up from the printers. I hate it!! And my boss is such a tool who thinks he is so smart even though a normal work day for him is 12-4 with an hour break. I was planning of giving my notice tomorrow...despite the fact that I have nothing lined up, but then they give me a freaking raise! And a big one...keep telling me "there will be lots for you to do from now on blah blah" and what do I do all day after that? Look for jobs and surf Perezhilton.com. I swear I used to hate tabloids and I was a positive, creative person. Now I feel like a node in a network who gets off on celebrity trash. Is it all worth it???? I'm confused.