fuck this job.com

I have a feeling that when I do get my new job, I'm going to purposely lose it just to sabotage myself because I'm currently miserable. I feel like I have to practically sell my soul in interviews to be even considered for anything and it's just too much! I don't want a job that badly. It's terrible that I have to get a new job that I probably won't like just to pay for a life that will probably suck anyway because I hate my job. At least here I get along with some people really well and can confide in them even.

On a more torturous note, old hag has moved my downstairs desk and all my stuff into her office so that's where I now currently reside. Stuck in here with her leering over my shoulder, it's just not comfortable! And I've noticed another thing aswell, she seems to make a big deal when something needs to be done, but what does she do rather than do it immediately herself? Get me to do it instead and then take all the fucking credit for it! I prepared invoices for my boss which needed to be paid and wrote clearer sums and details on postits attached to them, what does she do? My boss walked in yesterday and she told him she dug out the invoices for him to look at and prior to this had torn off my bloody postits so once again making it look like I did nothing and she does everything. I'm so sick of it!

The cow also decided to go through the company phonebill and ring up the numbers that were called frequently. I had obviously made a few personal calls in their absence but thankfully the person she rang (which so happened to be my mother) copped on straight away and said she knew nobody at this company. I mean what the hell is it to her anyway? Just because she's screwing the boss does not mean she owns the fricking company!

I really hope to be out of here soon. I attended an interview last week and was called back to meet the guy again next Monday which is hopefully a good sign. And also attended another two on Tuesday, one of which I was short listed for and they just had to check references because it was between me and another girl, which hopefully is another good sign. I'll really miss the guys though but it's probably better for my mental health leaving anyway as I have this uncomfortableness with one of them left over from the office xmas party....