fuck this job.com

So after writing my first entry late last night when I couldn't fall asleep (I have become an insomniac) I came in to work today only to find that two people commented on my entry. This made me smile this morning, so thank you, whoever you are.

However, late last night I began thinking about how scary the real world actually is, expecially if you are just entering it like myself. I ever realized what a joke 99% of the jobs out there actually are. I mean I am not the only on at the office on msn all day. Everyone here is chatting away, making personal phone calls, flirting, and kissing ass, while not a whole lot of work is actually getting done. I still think the company I work for is a joke...but at this point...I have to stick it out.

I had a breakdown to my boyfriend who probably thinks I am crazy lady for crying after getting a raise...I don't want things to get fucked up with him because my job sucks. I can feel the depression coming like a wave and I need to stop it. I will.