Fucked up another interview....

Oh god, that went SO badly! I had a second interview this morning at 07:45 before I started my own job at 08:30 and it went SO terrible. I dunno if it was because I had a bad weekend or that my confidence level and self esteem at this point are so fucking low! I just feel at the moment that everything I do is for other people and moreover that I hate other people. A few months ago I loved people and working, now I just wanna crawl up and die. And if I do so poorly in interviews I have only myself to blame!

The first interview with the fuckers went very well on Friday evening, probably because there was only one fucker interviewing me. This time there was a sales fucker too asking me all stupid-ass questions like "where do you see yourself in the future"? - "Erm, bashing your fucking head in with a rock for making my life far more difficult than it has to be". And what's worse is that I have to stay here for another week training old hag into doing my fucking job! I have another "second interview" this afternoon after work and hopefully this one will go better. It's just like that it doesn't matter what I think anymore, I have to take what I can get and it's making me feel really trapped! I want a well paying job that I will like and that deserves me, not the other way around! And I don't want to feel like a trained seal in interviews doing tricks just for other people. It's my life...fuck off!!!


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Submitted by jas22 on Mon, 02/19/2007 - 17:17.

ok, youre allowed a bad interview. in fact, you are allowed 10-15 bad interviews. it takes a while to become a self-serving politician. you will learn to BS through tough or annoying questions (like the "where do you see yourself" stuff).

give yourself some time. you'll be able to adjust your answers on the fly when needed. you will learn to read the interviewers and determine what attitude you should take (casual, go-get-em, humble, etc).

good luck, hellcat.

Submitted by Xstate on Mon, 02/19/2007 - 21:31.

Bash his head in. I'm sick of those interview questions too. To me, they're more like filler. Another BS question they ask is "why do want to work here?"

Xstate - "You think I WANT to work here? If I could pull dollars out my rear I'd drop you like Michael Jackson drops babies"

X-state

Submitted by ookie on Tue, 02/20/2007 - 04:06.

Places that put you through AAAAAAAALLLLLLLLLLL the BS questions of the interview..and THEN give you a "personality test" that basically fucks up your chances of getting the job. What ASSHOLE came up with this crap?

Submitted by hellcat1983 on Tue, 02/20/2007 - 08:33.

I normally do exceptionally well at interviews but lately I just couldn't be bothered, call it lack of motivation or actually giving a shit! I'm just not able to climb up these guys asses anymore, I don't see the point and I think it's just not worth it. It's taking too much of my energy and self respect. I was offered a job yesterday evening anyway in accounts which is the direction I wanted to head in and it's more money aswell. Location wise it's not ideal and I don't know what the atmosphere is like in the place yet which is really scaring me!