fuck this job.com

Well I've already accepted because you know you can't really decline another job offer (esp when you're desperatley in need of one) when you're face to face with the guy offering you the job. I dunno, I'm just extremely confused and my mind is all over the place. I should be in a "this is your brain on drugs" advert except I'm not bloody on anything!

After botching up that interview at 07:45 Monday morning I had another callback with a Hydraulics company that afternoon in which I was offered a job and also in the process discovered that my first boss all along was actually giving me a bad reference! Well to be more specific he stated to the guy over the phone that I was well able to do the job but was missing a lot. This fucking PRICK neglected to mention that I took time off because of my grandmother contracting & dying after just 3 months of cancer over 2 years ago and even further failed to mention that I had left in the end because of sexual harrassment on his part.

I mean what the fuck is wrong with people?! I'm so sick of everyone at this stage. I did nothing to that asswipe and that's what I get in return, an obstacle to me trying to better myself.

Anyway, to get back on topic I was offered the position at 2k more per year (starting off) than what I'm currently getting and it's an accounts position aswell which is the area I wanted to get into. However, the are is slightly inaccessible at the moment due to my car not being up and running so I don't know how the fuck I'm gonna get there and the position itself is not particularly ideal. But as always, I just suppose I'll have to settle again!

Oh and even though I'm due to leave this shithole this Friday, my boss has NOT found a manager as of yet and had no idea I was leaving. I mean WTF!!!? Talk about frustating somebody. I told that shithead I was leaving LAST Friday and he asked me to stay on another week. So naturally I assumed that he actually had a brain (my mistake of course!) and knew I'd be leaving so I felt there was no need to clarify it. God!

And I'm panicking over leaving because part of me doesn't want to and panicking over my new job because I don't want to add another crappy experience to my life. I'm really going to miss the guys here, 2 to be specific and they really don't want me to leave either. Old hag is taking over my job and is going to be doing accounts part-time (part-time to her being whenever the fuck she feels like it!) Ah, the advantages of screwing the boss!

So I had to partially train her in today and she also passed a comment yesterday which irritated me and also raised suspiscions. She was going on about the new management position and passed comment that the girl working here prior to me was doing it all along. Oh what? So you're hiring a new person because I'm incompetent? So I'm just supposed to come in, not be trained, shown or told anything and be expected to know everything?! What am I Mystic fucking Meg? Go fuck yourself old hag!

(Incoherent hyper rambling finished)