I took a "stress day" yesterday. Otherwise I might have killed my boss. A few of the things that had been bugging me were resolved yesterday (thank God) but I come back today and she's taken the day off. While this should be a good thing, all it has done is make me nervous. Does she know I've posted on this site all about her? Does she know I've applied for about a million other jobs? It's insane that I have this high an anxiety level over the fact that she has flipped out on me so many times. I truly feel like I have Post Traumatic Stress Disorder and I'm just waiting for her to go NUTS on me again. She can look at me and I will feel tears start (from anger, not hurt) because I'm so PISSED at her. I know, I know, I know I should go. I just wish I could find the same coworkers (minus her, of course) and the same attitude toward certain things in a different place.
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