fuck this job.com

Well, heres my story. I was a hairdresser for 5 years, being paid crap and working so hard. I ended going into the office industry I guess, working reception and such. I found that you get paid pretty decent wages, for not really doing anything, I got very bored and was (am) trying to start my own business. So after three years I decided that I did not want to work so much and try to get my business going, I went back to hairdressing, $10 per hour and no clients. In the midst of all this I ended up finding my dream job, which shall remain nameless. But it was working with animals, the pay was shit. But I thought this would be my start into a career I actually wanted to be in. But alas, the business was horribly run, and they treated the animals inhumanely, so I quit. I bullshit my way out, so I would still get paid, becuase I am at the point where I can barely eat. So I have two interviews tomorrow with placement agencies for,,well.. office work again, I need the cash and feel so stuck in hellish nightmare. I dream of the freedom to have my own business, but it takes money to make money I guess, and I am sick of being treated like a peice of shit. If we are at work for 40 or more hours a week, shouldnt we at least feel like we are worth something? Or at least treated like a human being, and the whole interview process is shit. Sometimes halfway through, I just want to take a big shit right on the fucking desk.. woo. Sorry. My anger is taking over. All you other fuck this job people out there!!! Is there a better way, is there some job out there that is standable? What the hell do I do?