fuck this job.com

Things are good at work, right now. I'm on top of my work, am getting a lot done, etc. But I'm afraid. Not for any good reason, I just think this work place breeds it in me. Things are never right. Or, there's no guarantee things will go right. Everyone, even my supervisor, feels this way. The people we support live from whim to whim and expect everything. We give support them, we make mistakes, but we are there for them. When we do something right, no-one says anything. When it's wrong...well, I'm sure you all know the routine. So, I'm just tired of feeling like I always have to watch my back. I'm trying to take my own advice: don't take this job seriously. The job is not me. And I do this, to an extent, but not enough. I wonder if it's one of those things I'll always struggle with, that all of us will always struggle with. It's a fine balance - if you take things too seriously, bad things happen. I've had numerous co-workers at numerous jobs who were all cast from the same mold. They had no personal life, so they took their jobs WAY too seriously. These types of people are usually wonderful at the actual work they do, but horrible to their coworkers. Then there's the converse types: those who don't take their job seriously enough and get nothing accomplished. Finding a middle point would be nice, but I haven't had any success...I'll let you know if I find the silver bullet, but don't hold your breath.