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High stress leads to violence

My job is shit obviously, I have now been informed that I will be transfered to checkouts unless I work all the overtime they ask me to..thats bullshit.

The job is boring, its high stress, its doing my fucking head in and its made me angry, so very angry. My ex girlfriend just dumped me on friday...I got angry then and told her to fuck off and never speak to me again, in the process of doing this I pushed her on the shoulder..knocking her into the wall..at the time I was fueled with hate and anger, and sent her some really evil text messages. The next day I had no recollection of any of it. But when I heard I had shoved her into a wall I was devastated.

I tried to fix things but she didn't want to know, eventually she spoke to me but started flirting with every guy in the bar, after this she pulled one of my best friends(who promised he wouldn't)and started snogging him right infront of me...at the time I tried to remain calm, I gave my friend a kindly warning that he crossed the line and if I saw him again he would be dead meat.

He obviously reacted to this very badly and we ended up scrapping it out..in the process I hurt another friend and broke his wrist by accident(he was trying to seperate us)The worst thing is that I seem to have changed as a person,and only recently.

I used to be a peace loving guy, but now most of my friends are afraid of me, I dont know how I have come to this point but its not good, the worst thing is that I semi dont care..It was almost as if I was getting off on the rage, I was enjoying myself and that really scares me.

I have to get out of this job for starters, and perhaps seek some professional help, I dont know how things got so fucked up

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You're going to wind up in jail buddy.
Submitted by Tearful on Wed, 12/05/2007 - 14:10.

Whatever is going on in your life, you've got ot cool it. Last I checked, pushing your girlfriend into a wall is assualt; Threatening someone is likely earn you a restraining order; Fighting in public is also a crime, and injuring someone in the course of a fight is not only eligible for civil damages, but also likely eligible for a criminal charge as well.

I would reocmmend that you at least apologize to these people at once before they have you arrestted. Your job might suck, you're hurt from your break up; but dude, unless you want gay romance in a prison cell, cool it. I would recommend not drinking from here on out and I don't think I'd show up at the bar you pulled this stunt at.

Good luck to you and you may want to get some counseling from a priest or somehting.

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rage is a personel thing
Submitted by MrPlankton  on Wed, 12/05/2007 - 20:42.

Being angry is a personel thing, you can't blame it on anyone or anything or it grows.

However, it is amazing how much anger disapates after a multi-mile run at lunch, or running up and down the stairwell at the office or 30 minutes at the gym.

I know it sounds hokey but it does work.

Mr. Plankton

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yeah you've got to take contr
Submitted by Teenage_Lobotomy on Thu, 12/06/2007 - 01:43.

yeah you've got to take control of your life and actions. Drinking obviously isn't doing it for you and now it would be best to not drink
at that bar anymore. maybe its best to start anew in a way, exercise is a great recommendation, it can lift any dark cloud. I find cooking is like that too, its very satisfying. Just change your habits, join a league, anything.

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I've Told You Before
Submitted by HangingOnToHope on Thu, 12/06/2007 - 12:09.

There are lots of people in this world who deserve good beatings, women included, and your girlfriend sounds like a real whore making out right in front of you after breaking up. You're in a dead end geographic location. Go travel and find work somewhere else. What have you got to lose: crazy family, bad\disloyal friends, skanky women, and shitty jobs. You have everything to gain by leaving.

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people who deserve beatings...
Submitted by Kakarott on Thu, 12/06/2007 - 14:07.

As it turned out it wasn't me who broke my friends wrist at all, it was my(supposed)mate..interestingly this cunt spread a rumour around work that he beat the living crap into me on the night in question, and sent me crying like a baby. Yet I arrive at work without a single mark on me....this "friend" has this job at my work place, he is a trainee manager, I almost beat him up at work today after I found out what he had been saying...he called me a "little boy" and I shouldn't start on hard cases then I wouldn't get beaten up(all bullshit). we both got a talking to, and apparantly if we fight outside of work we will both get fired. The job means the world to this guy, and he still says he will fight me tonight....I figure if I let him rail on me with a few punches and not fight back, he alone will get fired and lose everything...just like I have lost most good things in my life.

Revenge is a dish best served cold..plus I thought I'd add in a little ditty about the fact that(not really)my ex has std's in her mouth..and they had been snogging all last night.

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time out
Submitted by jas22 on Thu, 12/06/2007 - 19:45.

think things through first. if you wanna fight him, well, we here at fthisjob.com cant stop you. but your anger will get the better of you unless you learn to at least deal with it in its first moments.

i still have trouble w/ anger management, but it isnt like it used to be (thank God). its cliche, Kakarott, but you have to learn to react in a way that wont get you beaten up, arrested, or dead.

>Revenge is a dish best served cold..plus I thought I'd add in a >little ditty about the fact that(not really)my ex has std's in her >mouth..and they had been snogging all last night.

hahahahahahha!!! (im guessing "snogging" = kissing).

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Yeah it does mean kissing
Submitted by Kakarott on Fri, 12/07/2007 - 14:59.

Its british slang for french kissing lol. Yeah I havn't seen him yet, but I figured that one would at least get him worried he he hee.

Ah well. I put the event behind me, but the ex is making things worse by sending me txt insults on the phone...no matter though.

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well then...
Submitted by darthsidious on Fri, 12/28/2007 - 15:09.

you can always whip out your wanker and yell, "Snog this you bloody turd burgler!"

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